the BUTs life

I do heard a lot people saying "walk the talk". But what if there ain't any to talk to.

Strive for the best, keep on trying and be brave. But when being brave is an option, playing it safe would do the job.

Relishing the moment won't help but will only harm. Once realization took it place, its time to savour defeat. The sweetness of own tears and sorrow.

It isn't the time being fussy only steps back into reality. The spot I am standing and the heavenly high you are now.

Demmit!!

Pretty shitty shocker

Another day another shocker. Shoot me straight up to the moon. But i ain't dreamin'. Is it a sign or just another multi-motivational urge which I sometime doubt. Probably; somehow. It never look pretty but you gotta do what you gotta do. Be a man. With my will and faith. Strong and tough. Accept. Ready and let go. Move up and move on. Another defeat that i can't resist. Duh..

CONFI-DENTED

There is a time when you are confident. There is time where your confidence stripped over you. There is also time when confidence eat you back. But there is out-of-the-world confidence worsen and anger you. Wadefak!!

WE AIN'T THAT ANGEL

You claimed to be proud as malaysian. Yeah, compared to most countries, we lived in a multi environment. Multi-races, multi-cultural, multi-religion, multi-languages, multi-colors, multi-whatsoever-you-name-it-we-got-it. We could, we lived, or survived? But yes, so far, and it has been good.

You claimed as better, a down-to-earth civilization, who respect and concerns. You understood and tolerate. A strong feeling of "togetherness". As good as it can be. As for all the goods are always be you.

We may seems nice among us Malaysian, but what to the others? Not to say to the westeners or normally refered as Mat Salleh, coz we love d mat sallehs. We respect them. We admire them. We idolize them.

But how about to those from 3rd world countries or even the neighbours. Do we look them the same as to the Mat Salleh?? NO, WE DON'T! We tend to easily get mad for silly things. Just because they don't understand our language, we shout! We insult! It's just that they don't understand, not that they don't want to. Whenever they try to speak our language, we immitate and exegerate as seems they try to make us look fool. Think about d Bangladeshis at pump station with their BARU LAMA, MERAH HIJAU. The Burmese, Indonesian, and the list continues.

Not to mention the blacks. Even worst. Ask yourself on your own percetion towards them. The "once-you-go-black-you-never-go-back" isn't applicable here. Yes we do heard of some unwanted events, but isn't it unfair to treat all of them the way we treat or look at them, just because of actions by some. We tend to stereotype. And not all blacks are bad and related. Use your common sense!

But when it comes to the mat salleh, we laugh as it is so funny and so cute as they trying to blend with us. PSY YA SOO CAR CAR MOO. ARE WARK CHANT TICK. And we smile (oh how nice). Whattafuck with that? Double standard? Yes it is!

And still you wanna claim to be that good? That nice? The best? I would say that you or we are nice but aren't that so-called angel!

Completely tripped over or just another tricky treat but the saga continues..

Conflict of interest or intolerence Malaysian? We are completely nobody to ourselves or self pride and one's cockiness do rule the game? Nobody knows you better than yourself.

Is this what we considered as the beauty of life or its diversity towards complexity.

The so-called misconception do nothing much on this highly misunderstood life but simply adding the mistakenly adoptation to another extent.

Missing out of life one's would say, so just be it.