A Showcase of Time

Today; age has shown its face. No matter how I tried, it just won't leave; stay, still, stick on the mirrow.

Today, I was reminded of those days; of the times of my life. Surprise and be surprised.

Today, I started with neat just to end up in mess. Ran out of tricks, nothing left under my sleeves.

A showcase of time. It does flies. It just did.

the taste of bittersweet

How was it? To suddenly realize that you don't know.

How was it? To suddenly realize that you are not sure.

How was it? To suddenly realize that all this while you don't realize.

A mixture of pure and taint.

A feeling which will bring you to a definite nowhere.

An ecstasy of absolute tears.

Who would rather anticipate when certain is promising.

Who would rather wait when now is here.

Who would rather feel when live is current.

Who would rather cry when joy is just a punch-on-the-face away.

Only once you are through, then you'll taste them; the bittersweet of mine. The taste of mind.

Nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be so hard (Coldplay, 2002).

The life once i knew was not that friendly

The life once i knew was not that friendly, anymore. A pure trial visit recently shook me up as it seem that it had settled down well without my present. In fact it seem like they do not need me there.

The smirks, the sounds, the vibes are just another evidence of you-ain't-needed-here feeling. Is it the age? Am I too ol' skool?

Is this the end, and a sum up of the dissapointing twenty eleven? Or might it be an opportunity for further recoup of performance and future visit? The later sounds irresistable but the first brought my foot on the ground.

Sigh~