Wednesday, August 21, 2013

Which side are you in..?

I am still in the cloud; of these unique process people called life. I do wonder on the tendency of those who love to test. Playing with the pin; trigger the emotion, the anger. With unknowingly purpose. I believed. Focus and straight forward. 

They would say that they don't mind, but simply a game of mind. People do care. It is just a matter of making it obvious or keep it to themselves. They might say that they don't mind sharing, but keep it till being asked to. I believed. Focus and straight forward.

Why don't pain just be pain? Why don't just keep it plain? Why don't anger just be anger, rather than an obviously fake smirk and say "it is nothing". Why don't simple be simple? 

It is just those who love the game. A path full of opportunities and contigencies as they might claim. 

If you are still here, trying out your luck of all the options you may privilage, I just think that you are not ready. Simple! 

A Yes is a Yes. A No is a No. There is no Yes in a No. Vice versa. When Maybe comes into play, it is just you, filled with doubt(s). 

It is life. Full with moments of uncertainty. We are not going to play God and say we know it all, but to play it accordingly; necessarily. So, come out clean! And say it out loud. Which side are you in..?

Sunday, June 30, 2013

the WHO

haven't found
yet heaven found
the who
someone in need
someone indeed

Saturday, June 29, 2013

Maybe it's time..

There are many
has been too many
i mean a lot
& some which I didn't proud for

till the time
when will be the time
to stop and see
to pause and think
a break that won't take long

Saturday, June 8, 2013

How could I; How couldn't I

Has been times
Which I had tried
Attempts
Numerously
I just couldn't

The harder I try
The harder it gets
The more I put
The more I push
I just couldn't

Love hate tragedy
A sad sad lullaby
Carried me away
Away from nowhere

Love you
Hate you
Adore and dismiss
I just couldn't

To love
Which I true
Be loved
That I blew
To hate
Just can't take
A step
That I knew
Of times
Which do comes
The guts
That gone
Through time
That flies

Tell me how
Can I hate you
Tell me now
Can it be you
How could I
How couldn't I

Thursday, May 16, 2013

A melancholic mother tongue

Aku cuma orang biasa
Yang kenal erti lelah
Yang kenal erti penat
Yang kenal erti batasan

Sampai masanya
Tiba saatnya
Bila tikanya

Bila kudrat tidak lagi di sisi
Bila mampu sudah pergi
Bila rasa mulai pudar
Bila semua mulai hambar

Maka
Berhentilah aku
Duduk lah aku
Diam lah aku
Termangu

Kini
Aku masih di sini
Aku masih berdiri
Teguh bersungguh
Aku masih kuat
Aku masih larat

Aku masih mahu
Mahu kamu tahu
Kamu aku mahu
Dan kamu perlu tahu