once you said
i'm going
there'll be nothing
can stop me
i'm leaving
there'll be something
left behind me
no one asking
coz there's nothing
going to be
i'll pass everything
nothing is going
and i'll be free...
but i will
i will move on
from the past
i'll be d first
and not the last
i'll move up
from the down
i'll move fast
and leave the slow
i'll move fast
so that no one know
i'll move in
from the out
i'll move in
so no one hear me shout!!
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Thursday, March 26, 2009
NO the cutie?
on a period where i'm still attached with organisation next to the world central of attraction (in your dream), again had produced an opportunity to see and learn more on the other side of others and particularly on this one comrade; who had much filled the gap between being JackS and reality check. lotsa new thingy and excitement discovered on how much i'd forgot and unaware of. some would bring the spookiness and wonders. haha. but most of them are much and entirely full of anticipated events which could and somehow had brought lots and lotsa laughter. finally the crack in between bored and must-do-to-get-paid is sealed. a bit. for the moment. ambiguity of how will this be prolong or the time has come which i don't know when.
i was somewhat (its not oversaid as to be) forced to choose the title but still hope it will do great. to NO too. sorry dear, just can't help it. cutie girlie; as geli in Malay means ticklish. but not that one though. NO The Cutie. what? i didn't know how can i agree on choosing it as the title. hehehe. but who cares. aight?
not being properly introduced once during the first face-to-face meeting; as i was rushing to do-or-get-none job; in an elevator. (who rush in the elevator? sigh) . unexpected to be on the same sit-and-faking-you-are-working area, later brought to filling-the-gap-within routine. not a girl power but there's some force NO brought into. as NO would always refered as being elegant, young and stylish. by NO-self. some would said as thought-of-ownself, well i do at first. well, come on. it's not wrong for think and being positive, aight? so lets now admit it ya? (really i am? still wonder sometime..). lets called it a fair claim.
being a nice and helpful acquaintance, NO does lotsa laughs even sometime i would think its too much. but wait till i get the chance later. haha. (you'll be the victim later, NO). a good listener even do most of the talking; somehow create a new bustle in my going-to-be-bored-my-entire life. fun being created out of nowhere as everyday i would look foward for new excitement. yeah, finally i admit that. nothing much i know as NO loves warm water, hot water and sometimes, only sometimes warm tea. that's it. am i not thoughtful enough? well, maybe but lets keep it professional eh. only paid-thingy related and not personal stuff. some would break me into great laughs as once NO mistakenly mention her man by wrong name. its not by different name but wrong name..hahaha!! what la this NO.. and chilhood nick as Kutam did till now chuckled me. hohoho.. it brought me to almost 15 minutes of laughs right after i heard of that word. wow! rain-falls through windows being another great passion of NO as firstly thought it would be; what, crazy? but second thought had showed the truth of how NO loves the peaceful joy of passionately on wet-of-rains-falls window. that' just it. maybe? or maybe not. i dunno.
well, its a great pleasure and an honour to know you, NO (as pal, as a person) even uncertainty still clouding up there. may the greats and best (or bestest) will you face and obtain in future. cheers..
i was somewhat (its not oversaid as to be) forced to choose the title but still hope it will do great. to NO too. sorry dear, just can't help it. cutie girlie; as geli in Malay means ticklish. but not that one though. NO The Cutie. what? i didn't know how can i agree on choosing it as the title. hehehe. but who cares. aight?
not being properly introduced once during the first face-to-face meeting; as i was rushing to do-or-get-none job; in an elevator. (who rush in the elevator? sigh) . unexpected to be on the same sit-and-faking-you-are-working area, later brought to filling-the-gap-within routine. not a girl power but there's some force NO brought into. as NO would always refered as being elegant, young and stylish. by NO-self. some would said as thought-of-ownself, well i do at first. well, come on. it's not wrong for think and being positive, aight? so lets now admit it ya? (really i am? still wonder sometime..). lets called it a fair claim.
being a nice and helpful acquaintance, NO does lotsa laughs even sometime i would think its too much. but wait till i get the chance later. haha. (you'll be the victim later, NO). a good listener even do most of the talking; somehow create a new bustle in my going-to-be-bored-my-entire life. fun being created out of nowhere as everyday i would look foward for new excitement. yeah, finally i admit that. nothing much i know as NO loves warm water, hot water and sometimes, only sometimes warm tea. that's it. am i not thoughtful enough? well, maybe but lets keep it professional eh. only paid-thingy related and not personal stuff. some would break me into great laughs as once NO mistakenly mention her man by wrong name. its not by different name but wrong name..hahaha!! what la this NO.. and chilhood nick as Kutam did till now chuckled me. hohoho.. it brought me to almost 15 minutes of laughs right after i heard of that word. wow! rain-falls through windows being another great passion of NO as firstly thought it would be; what, crazy? but second thought had showed the truth of how NO loves the peaceful joy of passionately on wet-of-rains-falls window. that' just it. maybe? or maybe not. i dunno.
well, its a great pleasure and an honour to know you, NO (as pal, as a person) even uncertainty still clouding up there. may the greats and best (or bestest) will you face and obtain in future. cheers..
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
the unknown beauty
People are not always as we thought. We'll presume as what experience told. Prediction normally takes place from past actions; the actions that predetermine our next move; the preconception that was set or positioned earlier in our mind. As such behavior taught us based on the past, how about the incoming unpredictable forces? How will we determine the action of others? How will others react in such? Are they going to be just as cold as ice? Or trip?
Do you or will you know? For whatever reason, are we the one who’s responsible? Are we the one who’s on blame? Again, experience may tell. As everyone is unique by their own, we couldn’t tell what’s next. You wouldn’t, unless you are on paid-for-living job as a fortuneteller or palm reader maybe. The only we could managed is to plan out in advance. From what life had taught. From what usually is the result of such. Of course we couldn’t tell, but we can always plan. ‘Ei, practice a ‘Defensive concept’, once told. A proactive approach. ‘Think before you act’. You’ll never know. In fact, no one knows.
Do you or will you know? For whatever reason, are we the one who’s responsible? Are we the one who’s on blame? Again, experience may tell. As everyone is unique by their own, we couldn’t tell what’s next. You wouldn’t, unless you are on paid-for-living job as a fortuneteller or palm reader maybe. The only we could managed is to plan out in advance. From what life had taught. From what usually is the result of such. Of course we couldn’t tell, but we can always plan. ‘Ei, practice a ‘Defensive concept’, once told. A proactive approach. ‘Think before you act’. You’ll never know. In fact, no one knows.
For good or bad, for better or worse, it simply shows how beautiful life is. How unique we are. How will we survive? How good can we be? How bad our decision is. For which path we chose, the freedom would always be ours. Cheers.
Friday, March 13, 2009
dumb dumber dumbass!!
Amazed. Puzzled. Freaking what?!! That’s how we could wonder of one's dumbness. Surprisingly amazing of their stupidity can be easily spread towards those next to them. Is it a disease, contagious one, or is it simply an idiocy freely passed around.
A thing about these silly dudes is it’s not enough just being dumb that it need to be complement with being cocky too. What a common combination that hopefully brings them towards their ultimate goal of being the dumbest of all. Unbelievably, these people seem proud as nothing done to overcome but to enhance their foolishness. Others affair do interest them and later plainly pin point on the opposites. It sort of like there’s a block in their head that obstruct them from the outside world. “Think outside of the box” we may normally hear but for them, “please go deeper into the box and you’ll get the answer”. What an asshole??
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Does it worth?
Everything is important. Everyone is important but you. It’s not that not important at all but the greater concern is on them. You are compromising everything on your expense. Try to please others while yours aren’t the priorities anymore, left behind and maybe forgotten. When you give more and accepting less, thought that you are bigger and better that way? You are not sure? It’s not wrong to think of others. In fact, it would be a great gesture as well as in term of esteem. But what happen if you are the only party? The only one who’s rowing and maneuvering through the river of life, against the flow, alone. Fighting the beat by your own. What happen when if you are the only who is giving? Nothing or maybe too little yet too less from the other side. Does it worth?
Once, I was told. Several times to be exact. In fact too many. Not to show your feeling. Not to express your emotion, the sensation burns in you. The bad one of course. Some people said that it’s good. “Don’t make faces”, “Don’t show you’re sad”, “Don’t tell others you’re in depression”, “Don’t express your anger”. In other words, “Fake it”. Do smiles in front of others. Do show the best impression. Expression. But what’s inside you are a fuming beast fighting its way out. But what you are doing are simply lying, showing you are happy while you are not. “Fake it” is the way to be. You are being someone that wasn’t you. Lie isn’t the way. There’ll be an answer to everything. But if “fake it” a.k.a. lie-to-everyone-you-know is the best, then go! Living in denial? What’s that? Are you in or what? But, does it worth?
You are who you are. You always do and never not. Believe me. But people keep on seeking life which wasn’t theirs. Why isn’t the question to ask, as there’ll be none to be exact. Everyone is unique by their own. But still you are who you are. And there is still someone with his or her agenda on imitating others. Being the copycat. It’s not a sin to admire and adore someone, even jealous or envy, but to follow them? On everything? I personally don’t think so. You are not just unique by your own but also by who you are now and on (whose feet) where you are standing now. Everybody works but not the same works. They owns money but not on the same value as yours. But why spend as theirs? As much as theirs. Some may think that it’s therapeutic. It acts as a reward after a month of sweat and hard works. Why need to copy, which in the end you are the one to suffer. Does it worth?
Keeping up with the Kardashian showed us the camera stick and focus on the Kardashian family. The same goes to this one except stick on different one. A new would-be-hit-someday show, going to boom! It’s called “Keeping on with the attached ones”. There are singles out there; quite a numerous numbers of them. Still, some would still go for the attached ones. Married, engaged, attached and in-relationship are the hot favorites now. It seems singles aren’t that attractive no-more. I myself wonder why these sort of new trend pop out, out of nowhere, booming and growing. Some would say these are the people with experience. Expertise. The masters. The “jack of all trade”. Some would go for the excitement. The thrills and challenges keeping up with these dudes do excite them. Some go for fun and pleasure. Nothing goes wrong when you are happy. As long as it’s a win-win situation. The worst scenario when people do it for the sake of money; when you are out of resources, out of buying power. This is the lowest it could possibly be but still some would love to go for that. Forget the aging skin, hairy-covered-almost-whole-body, blunt hairless head or their saggy balls, as long as money comes first, nothing would stop them. Guess such online social networks such as Facebook, Friendster, Tagged, Joosh, WAYN, Myspace, Ning or others need to make some amendments on their site. The part where you supposed to write your relationship or interest in, this new category should be in. Just to make a point maybe. But, does it worth?
Once, I was told. Several times to be exact. In fact too many. Not to show your feeling. Not to express your emotion, the sensation burns in you. The bad one of course. Some people said that it’s good. “Don’t make faces”, “Don’t show you’re sad”, “Don’t tell others you’re in depression”, “Don’t express your anger”. In other words, “Fake it”. Do smiles in front of others. Do show the best impression. Expression. But what’s inside you are a fuming beast fighting its way out. But what you are doing are simply lying, showing you are happy while you are not. “Fake it” is the way to be. You are being someone that wasn’t you. Lie isn’t the way. There’ll be an answer to everything. But if “fake it” a.k.a. lie-to-everyone-you-know is the best, then go! Living in denial? What’s that? Are you in or what? But, does it worth?
You are who you are. You always do and never not. Believe me. But people keep on seeking life which wasn’t theirs. Why isn’t the question to ask, as there’ll be none to be exact. Everyone is unique by their own. But still you are who you are. And there is still someone with his or her agenda on imitating others. Being the copycat. It’s not a sin to admire and adore someone, even jealous or envy, but to follow them? On everything? I personally don’t think so. You are not just unique by your own but also by who you are now and on (whose feet) where you are standing now. Everybody works but not the same works. They owns money but not on the same value as yours. But why spend as theirs? As much as theirs. Some may think that it’s therapeutic. It acts as a reward after a month of sweat and hard works. Why need to copy, which in the end you are the one to suffer. Does it worth?
Keeping up with the Kardashian showed us the camera stick and focus on the Kardashian family. The same goes to this one except stick on different one. A new would-be-hit-someday show, going to boom! It’s called “Keeping on with the attached ones”. There are singles out there; quite a numerous numbers of them. Still, some would still go for the attached ones. Married, engaged, attached and in-relationship are the hot favorites now. It seems singles aren’t that attractive no-more. I myself wonder why these sort of new trend pop out, out of nowhere, booming and growing. Some would say these are the people with experience. Expertise. The masters. The “jack of all trade”. Some would go for the excitement. The thrills and challenges keeping up with these dudes do excite them. Some go for fun and pleasure. Nothing goes wrong when you are happy. As long as it’s a win-win situation. The worst scenario when people do it for the sake of money; when you are out of resources, out of buying power. This is the lowest it could possibly be but still some would love to go for that. Forget the aging skin, hairy-covered-almost-whole-body, blunt hairless head or their saggy balls, as long as money comes first, nothing would stop them. Guess such online social networks such as Facebook, Friendster, Tagged, Joosh, WAYN, Myspace, Ning or others need to make some amendments on their site. The part where you supposed to write your relationship or interest in, this new category should be in. Just to make a point maybe. But, does it worth?
My answer:
1. No. A quote said, I love you but I love myself more.
2. No. It’s just too good to be true.
3. No. “measure your own wealth”.
4. No, maybe. You’re the boss of yourself. The power of opportunity, option & choice.
Really, does it worth?
Saturday, March 7, 2009
lesson to be remembered.. it's difficult to please everyone
some parts in life did difficult. its difficult. to choose. to decide. decision made may inferior, may it be the best or the worst ever made. that may caused you fortune. if only things were easy. if only things were predictable. if only i knew. then life will go by my way. my path. on how i want it to be. but then, there will be no more excitement in life. no adventure. not challenging. well, c'est la vie (that's life! in french). some said its like a box of chocolates, some even put life as a moving picture, switching from one scene to another. by the way, thanks to those for their thoughts. for me, life's just life. need not to be judge nor compared caused you're still breathing till now.. just flowing into it. feel the every deep vigorous moment. to the fullest.
a motivator myself, i used to tell people to stay positive. to say more yes and less no. seems like a Yes man movie..hahaha.. but not to that extent. for whatever happens, it basically depends on how you take it. whether you going to take it as something that will bring you down or are you going to be motivate by it. its all back to you. your internal motivation will determine how you'll react. again, a motivator myself, that is only i could do which is tell others. but frankly speaking, i, myself failed in doing so. i could influence others but myself. what a shame! a friend of mine did help. even not much but it does. just by saying 'everyone does that, don't be afraid caused anyone can tell others what to do but own self'. thanks dude..
as time passed, boredom surrounds my environment. the feeling of monotony and dullness had conquered parts by parts of my petite life. i become a boring dude now since the lost of my usual suspect. my close acquaintance do realize this as my routines change dramatically but thanks to you guys for switching my unhealthy focus into others that would help. thanks a lot.
i'm a busy dude now as there are lots to do within this period. i used to be free, in fact sometimes too free as i felt once that its a waste of going to work where there's nothing to do. but that was over. no more. it is not a problem by being such busy. my main problem now is although i'm busy, i don't act like one. in fact, much of my time being waste by not doing my job. what? why? huh!! donno? most of my supposed-to-be-busy time currently i spend with reading. wow. it sounds seems like it very educational hobby but not. i just read reader's digest. haha. interestingly, there are many knowledgeable articles yet interesting in the book. one of the reason calling me to write this post. because of Reader's Digest February 2009 issue. few articles did leave an impact. few articles did interest me. few articles did taught me something or many new things. few articles did make me realizes on few things or two.
an article (pp 76) had taught of how lucky am i. how should i be grateful with my current situation. how am i not in the world which delve into strange and often painful. how i managed to avoid the symptoms of being a mad dude, meanest and harshest payback schemes, happily never after, writing off and many more..
another wake up call article (pp 85) did much knocked me off my half-conscious life. learning the signs which obviously shown the effectiveness of the power play, whether lead to uncompromising happiness or an apex of disaster. the lies and truth are my favorites!!
here's some: (exactly extracted from the article)
LIE: you think by giving more and accepting less, you are the bigger person.
TRUTH: you don't have to give up who you are or what you enjoy. why please someone else at your expense?
LIE: you think that by working at it, the other person will change.
TRUTH: you're the only one part of the relationship. if the other person doesn't change, it won't work.
the quotes are good too. not to forget jokes and real-life story.
these articles does! it's worth the effort when your investment results in return. time for sure. another reason why i don't feel such a waste of i KIV-ing my monthly-paid-job task. at this moment, my time investment did well as i've lost big time on resource investment before. it does give painful experience. it's all you to decide which you prefer. it's difficult to choose the best cause you can never please everybody at once. a thing at a time, plan and prioritize. a lesson to remember..
a motivator myself, i used to tell people to stay positive. to say more yes and less no. seems like a Yes man movie..hahaha.. but not to that extent. for whatever happens, it basically depends on how you take it. whether you going to take it as something that will bring you down or are you going to be motivate by it. its all back to you. your internal motivation will determine how you'll react. again, a motivator myself, that is only i could do which is tell others. but frankly speaking, i, myself failed in doing so. i could influence others but myself. what a shame! a friend of mine did help. even not much but it does. just by saying 'everyone does that, don't be afraid caused anyone can tell others what to do but own self'. thanks dude..
as time passed, boredom surrounds my environment. the feeling of monotony and dullness had conquered parts by parts of my petite life. i become a boring dude now since the lost of my usual suspect. my close acquaintance do realize this as my routines change dramatically but thanks to you guys for switching my unhealthy focus into others that would help. thanks a lot.
i'm a busy dude now as there are lots to do within this period. i used to be free, in fact sometimes too free as i felt once that its a waste of going to work where there's nothing to do. but that was over. no more. it is not a problem by being such busy. my main problem now is although i'm busy, i don't act like one. in fact, much of my time being waste by not doing my job. what? why? huh!! donno? most of my supposed-to-be-busy time currently i spend with reading. wow. it sounds seems like it very educational hobby but not. i just read reader's digest. haha. interestingly, there are many knowledgeable articles yet interesting in the book. one of the reason calling me to write this post. because of Reader's Digest February 2009 issue. few articles did leave an impact. few articles did interest me. few articles did taught me something or many new things. few articles did make me realizes on few things or two.
an article (pp 76) had taught of how lucky am i. how should i be grateful with my current situation. how am i not in the world which delve into strange and often painful. how i managed to avoid the symptoms of being a mad dude, meanest and harshest payback schemes, happily never after, writing off and many more..
another wake up call article (pp 85) did much knocked me off my half-conscious life. learning the signs which obviously shown the effectiveness of the power play, whether lead to uncompromising happiness or an apex of disaster. the lies and truth are my favorites!!
here's some: (exactly extracted from the article)
LIE: you think by giving more and accepting less, you are the bigger person.
TRUTH: you don't have to give up who you are or what you enjoy. why please someone else at your expense?
LIE: you think that by working at it, the other person will change.
TRUTH: you're the only one part of the relationship. if the other person doesn't change, it won't work.
the quotes are good too. not to forget jokes and real-life story.
these articles does! it's worth the effort when your investment results in return. time for sure. another reason why i don't feel such a waste of i KIV-ing my monthly-paid-job task. at this moment, my time investment did well as i've lost big time on resource investment before. it does give painful experience. it's all you to decide which you prefer. it's difficult to choose the best cause you can never please everybody at once. a thing at a time, plan and prioritize. a lesson to remember..
Friday, March 6, 2009
watchu naggin' dude?
bla bla bla bla bla
through all day long
picket here, riot there
complaining
grumble mumble, not so humble
laughs when you get much, noise when its little
not satisfied!
WDF? (who's dat fella?)
will there be peace?
will there be smoothies?
flowerina ballerina,
kissin' smootchin' drinkin' Ribena
follow the flow, whose mind can't borrow
dowh..
stomach sounds. unpleasant one. a mini concert is going on. 'sing-along' song chanted together.. "if we were filled, i promise you peace no sound.." shoot!!! freakin' empty i guess..
go and read Reader's Digest Feb' 09 (Obama on its cover). quite nice articles inside. none you would think of before. maybe..or not!
through all day long
picket here, riot there
complaining
grumble mumble, not so humble
laughs when you get much, noise when its little
not satisfied!
WDF? (who's dat fella?)
will there be peace?
will there be smoothies?
flowerina ballerina,
kissin' smootchin' drinkin' Ribena
follow the flow, whose mind can't borrow
dowh..
stomach sounds. unpleasant one. a mini concert is going on. 'sing-along' song chanted together.. "if we were filled, i promise you peace no sound.." shoot!!! freakin' empty i guess..
go and read Reader's Digest Feb' 09 (Obama on its cover). quite nice articles inside. none you would think of before. maybe..or not!
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