All the misjudgments and wrong doings had almost haunted me for the past couple of years. Numbers of events had much brought me to the deepest low end of regretful; of how could I, why did I, how come I? Or it can simply as on how could you? Or why did you? How come you?
Mistake done exactly 2 years ago. A mistake which till now makes me wonder and question of how stupid a person could be, how dumb a person can be, of how being such a jackass. A mistake, that can’t be overdone, which can’t be repaired nor turned back to.
As it's perishability, the same goes to all those regretful events; what’s lost is lost. I’m not whining but more towards on my relieving effort of those burdens I’d carried all this while. I do realize that there’s no redemption on whatever had, but at least I think I deserved something.
Freedom?
I don’t think so. Total boredom is more likely.
But, good karma did kicked it ass towards the new year. As I finally had my closure on two most indescribable two's. Even sometimes decade of war does lingering, but I'm just a human with error. Nobody's perfect and so do I. Well, it such a progress, a good one!! And a much-hard-to-resist-kinda-addiction had slowly out of my peacefully mind and wounded body. A major break to my sorry-to-say financial and physical. Wow. How nice.
A chapter of misadventure closing its curtain
As a new bright shining from the other side
A bridge to the greater perhaps
A happy new year
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