how does and whats now? uuh..

missed. why do people missed someone? why miss missy miss? for things that passed. for thing that wouldn't last. JackS do hope it would last. certainly do. but why do people miss someone from the past? blast from the past? yes it was. was.! passed.. the fact that it was should be vanished. put that aside please.. missing not just for someone but the whole package.. the routines..oh.. JackS really missed that! companionship which thought to be lasted, made from heaven..meant for each other. but Jacks rather hope for past to be renew. past to be reowned. indeed it was terrfying, horible; the tragedy. but whats with that if you are determined? whats with that if it just can't be healed? whats with if that's what JackS really really want? do JackS gonna back and be the most determined? as before? or maybe even more? huh... blured without image. only time will tell? is it good enough? is it convincing enough? na-ah!!

some people does said bout things that they didn't mean..slip of tougue? maybe? perhaps.. but whats with that? some did said that we tend to not appreciate with the moment.. the moment where we've got everything in our hands. the time where everything was in front of our face. people tend to do mistakes and might repeat them too. what a shame. so please appreciate the life; with things which still in our control. which we still hold. things that will definately makes us smile..cheer whithout jeer..

but how bout those that was? remorse? regret the gulit? for sure its a must. but how now? how later? whats now? what should JackS do? blurred, confused, hoping still, duh..!! an asshole? an old Malay thoughts as ate but not full, slept but not deep, bathed but not soaked. have you ever? JackS feel even worst! dammit..!

trully is JackS still miss and love. the same usual suspect. the same deep as before and ever.. so sorry JackS still does..* peace..ONE love