i love me, i love me not

people said, love yourself.
people said, trust yourself.
people said, listen to your heart, listen to yourself.
people said, think of yourself first then the others.

watchu gonna do? with this? all these?
i personally blurred. confused. puzzled. bamboozled.

coz
the more i love myself, the more i hate others..
the more i trust on myself, the more i loose faith in others..
the more i listen to myself, the more i ignore the others..
the more i think of myself, the more i forget the others..

is this good or bad? am i right or am i not?
again, what am i gonna do? which am i gonna choose?

am i gonna go for myself? or should i go for others?
coz the first part is when you listen to "people said"...!!! (still the others)

oohh... crap! u tell me!!