some parts in life did difficult. its difficult. to choose. to decide. decision made may inferior, may it be the best or the worst ever made. that may caused you fortune. if only things were easy. if only things were predictable. if only i knew. then life will go by my way. my path. on how i want it to be. but then, there will be no more excitement in life. no adventure. not challenging. well, c'est la vie (that's life! in french). some said its like a box of chocolates, some even put life as a moving picture, switching from one scene to another. by the way, thanks to those for their thoughts. for me, life's just life. need not to be judge nor compared caused you're still breathing till now.. just flowing into it. feel the every deep vigorous moment. to the fullest.
a motivator myself, i used to tell people to stay positive. to say more yes and less no. seems like a Yes man movie..hahaha.. but not to that extent. for whatever happens, it basically depends on how you take it. whether you going to take it as something that will bring you down or are you going to be motivate by it. its all back to you. your internal motivation will determine how you'll react. again, a motivator myself, that is only i could do which is tell others. but frankly speaking, i, myself failed in doing so. i could influence others but myself. what a shame! a friend of mine did help. even not much but it does. just by saying 'everyone does that, don't be afraid caused anyone can tell others what to do but own self'. thanks dude..
as time passed, boredom surrounds my environment. the feeling of monotony and dullness had conquered parts by parts of my petite life. i become a boring dude now since the lost of my usual suspect. my close acquaintance do realize this as my routines change dramatically but thanks to you guys for switching my unhealthy focus into others that would help. thanks a lot.
i'm a busy dude now as there are lots to do within this period. i used to be free, in fact sometimes too free as i felt once that its a waste of going to work where there's nothing to do. but that was over. no more. it is not a problem by being such busy. my main problem now is although i'm busy, i don't act like one. in fact, much of my time being waste by not doing my job. what? why? huh!! donno? most of my supposed-to-be-busy time currently i spend with reading. wow. it sounds seems like it very educational hobby but not. i just read reader's digest. haha. interestingly, there are many knowledgeable articles yet interesting in the book. one of the reason calling me to write this post. because of Reader's Digest February 2009 issue. few articles did leave an impact. few articles did interest me. few articles did taught me something or many new things. few articles did make me realizes on few things or two.
an article (pp 76) had taught of how lucky am i. how should i be grateful with my current situation. how am i not in the world which delve into strange and often painful. how i managed to avoid the symptoms of being a mad dude, meanest and harshest payback schemes, happily never after, writing off and many more..
another wake up call article (pp 85) did much knocked me off my half-conscious life. learning the signs which obviously shown the effectiveness of the power play, whether lead to uncompromising happiness or an apex of disaster. the lies and truth are my favorites!!
here's some: (exactly extracted from the article)
LIE: you think by giving more and accepting less, you are the bigger person.
TRUTH: you don't have to give up who you are or what you enjoy. why please someone else at your expense?
LIE: you think that by working at it, the other person will change.
TRUTH: you're the only one part of the relationship. if the other person doesn't change, it won't work.
the quotes are good too. not to forget jokes and real-life story.
these articles does! it's worth the effort when your investment results in return. time for sure. another reason why i don't feel such a waste of i KIV-ing my monthly-paid-job task. at this moment, my time investment did well as i've lost big time on resource investment before. it does give painful experience. it's all you to decide which you prefer. it's difficult to choose the best cause you can never please everybody at once. a thing at a time, plan and prioritize. a lesson to remember..
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