Does it worth?

Everything is important. Everyone is important but you. It’s not that not important at all but the greater concern is on them. You are compromising everything on your expense. Try to please others while yours aren’t the priorities anymore, left behind and maybe forgotten. When you give more and accepting less, thought that you are bigger and better that way? You are not sure? It’s not wrong to think of others. In fact, it would be a great gesture as well as in term of esteem. But what happen if you are the only party? The only one who’s rowing and maneuvering through the river of life, against the flow, alone. Fighting the beat by your own. What happen when if you are the only who is giving? Nothing or maybe too little yet too less from the other side. Does it worth?

Once, I was told. Several times to be exact. In fact too many. Not to show your feeling. Not to express your emotion, the sensation burns in you. The bad one of course. Some people said that it’s good. “Don’t make faces”, “Don’t show you’re sad”, “Don’t tell others you’re in depression”, “Don’t express your anger”. In other words, “Fake it”. Do smiles in front of others. Do show the best impression. Expression. But what’s inside you are a fuming beast fighting its way out. But what you are doing are simply lying, showing you are happy while you are not. “Fake it” is the way to be. You are being someone that wasn’t you. Lie isn’t the way. There’ll be an answer to everything. But if “fake it” a.k.a. lie-to-everyone-you-know is the best, then go! Living in denial? What’s that? Are you in or what? But, does it worth?

You are who you are. You always do and never not. Believe me. But people keep on seeking life which wasn’t theirs. Why isn’t the question to ask, as there’ll be none to be exact. Everyone is unique by their own. But still you are who you are. And there is still someone with his or her agenda on imitating others. Being the copycat. It’s not a sin to admire and adore someone, even jealous or envy, but to follow them? On everything? I personally don’t think so. You are not just unique by your own but also by who you are now and on (whose feet) where you are standing now. Everybody works but not the same works. They owns money but not on the same value as yours. But why spend as theirs? As much as theirs. Some may think that it’s therapeutic. It acts as a reward after a month of sweat and hard works. Why need to copy, which in the end you are the one to suffer. Does it worth?

Keeping up with the Kardashian showed us the camera stick and focus on the Kardashian family. The same goes to this one except stick on different one. A new would-be-hit-someday show, going to boom! It’s called “Keeping on with the attached ones”. There are singles out there; quite a numerous numbers of them. Still, some would still go for the attached ones. Married, engaged, attached and in-relationship are the hot favorites now. It seems singles aren’t that attractive no-more. I myself wonder why these sort of new trend pop out, out of nowhere, booming and growing. Some would say these are the people with experience. Expertise. The masters. The “jack of all trade”. Some would go for the excitement. The thrills and challenges keeping up with these dudes do excite them. Some go for fun and pleasure. Nothing goes wrong when you are happy. As long as it’s a win-win situation. The worst scenario when people do it for the sake of money; when you are out of resources, out of buying power. This is the lowest it could possibly be but still some would love to go for that. Forget the aging skin, hairy-covered-almost-whole-body, blunt hairless head or their saggy balls, as long as money comes first, nothing would stop them. Guess such online social networks such as Facebook, Friendster, Tagged, Joosh, WAYN, Myspace, Ning or others need to make some amendments on their site. The part where you supposed to write your relationship or interest in, this new category should be in. Just to make a point maybe. But, does it worth?

My answer:

1. No. A quote said, I love you but I love myself more.

2. No. It’s just too good to be true.

3. No. “measure your own wealth”.

4. No, maybe. You’re the boss of yourself. The power of opportunity, option & choice.

Really, does it worth?